Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Sharing Beauty

Some experiences cannot be described in words. Words can be no more than a finger pointing. These words are meant to point to the experience I just had, here in the car, driving through Spains´ dry land under softly blueish clouded skies. Listening to Within temptations´ Dark wings.

I notice an aspect of me that wants to keep describing, postponing what I really want to share. Knowing it will be impossible. Maybe you can tune into it. I felt the beauty of the Dark and the Light together. The wonderful play of creation. Tears of being touched.

I feel the separation in me: Good side, ´Bad´ side
(Bad is not that bad, I understand our dear friend Kuthumi/Michael Jackson now) Bad is beautiful too. So Good side – Bad side and in the lump in my throat in between I now felt a fellowship of the people/beings we are becoming.

Please keep this in mind. For I notice that there are still a lot of people who try to fight the ´bad side´. Love them, for they are One with us too.

Imagine how courageous these aspects of us are to live those lives. Living on the ´good side´ is fairly easy. I honour all these beings that willingly choose to act this out for us. So all of us together can know our selves and the direction we want to go in all together. We are All in the same team. I like to refer here to the videos of Jessica Mystic, who points this out in a beautiful way all together. You can find them here if you like. Look for ´my message to humanity´


Thank ´you´ for reading this. Allowing me to be able to share.
Thank ´you´ for Being!
´You´re´ my greatest love in freedom.
Whether you consider yourself dark or light.

We are All One.

God Also beloves in you!

Monday, November 23, 2009

To Share

Maybe this will be helpful to share…
Please feel free to (dis)agree

I notice an aspect of myself looking towards a certain point of Ascension.
That this is what it’s all about. I realise now that it is bull shit, to say the least.

It’s not about whether I have ascended or not. I´m continuously living it.
By increasingly incarnating all that I am here on the planet more and more. Stepping into full power and expanding it continuously. Walking my walk without looking at the process I’m in. Just operate in full knowingness. Oh, yes my throat is being choked by an aspect of me, okay. I tell to it that I am an explorer and thus trust in my development.
This cannot go wrong.

And now I notice something. I see that I had the tendency up till now, to go to the place where I feel feelings that I label as wrong. Isn’t it interesting that I wasn´t going to the place where it feels right instead? To empower that. So the aspects that are still disagreeing can ´see the light´ as well.

My life is so right. Here I find myself. Teake and Ambika went on their journey. And I´m still here because I know that it is time for me to step into my power. I am doing this every moment. To create what I will create. And boy, is it beautiful!

Trust trust trust trust….
With a bag of clothes and 150 euro I start this new journey with Barcelona as the next destination. With the universe as my bank account. Knowing that I will always provide me with what is necessary to manifest a paradise here on earth. And I find a lot of aspects of me on my way that are supporting me. And who fortunately are working consciously for this too. I guess that´s what good and bad is about. Conscious or unconscious. The bad side is bad because it´s lived from unconsciousness and it creates a lot of suffering. While at the same time you can live your life in Love, Joy and Freedom in consciousness. It´s just a choice.

So if ´you´ haven´t already: Join Me.
Join me in the conscious creation of (y)our paradise.
Right here, right now.

All it took for me is stating yes, I´m God Also.
And from now on I will live this every moment.

I love (y)our way,
God Also
Is You

I notice how writing these blogs allow me to energize my decisions.
And how the leftover resistances come up in the process, enabling me to deal with them in the appropriate manner. Thus empowering the incarnation of my Self even more.
So if you feel that you are waiting to share something because you believe that you´re not ready yet, because you believe you can not fully live it yet, please take this as an inspiration. And SHARE. We all know that we all are in a process and that everything can/will change again. Let´s explore togather and empower each One.
With gratitude to Ana for discovering this with me.

In Between

This blog is written in the space of in-security. To allow my self & Self to discover. Feel free (always) to disagree. For it might very well be the next step on this joint adventure that we Are together.

This is experienced in the silence to-gather with Teake, Ambika, Ana and me.
These silent moments are a beautiful way of sharing our current states of being
with each One.

I re membered how I was in the first Conscious Ascension Training in Waalre (Netherlands). Looking at a glass table with brilliant shining glass lotus flowers with candles in it. How beautifully they reflect in the table.

At this moment I inspired my self to feel the cutting edge between this object and it´s Reflection. Exactly at the place where they meet. There´s an infinite space there for us to experience. Talking about ´there´. How about the space between here and there.
And isn´t the word space not to limited for it as well?

Today I realise that this is where it’s at.
The space in between. This is where everything comes together.
To me it feels like a possible gateway to ascension. Taking into account that this is an ongoing process.

So now I find myself looking in these spaces.
What is there in between the space of me as a human and our friends on the other side of the veil. (what veil?) Or between my heartbeat and the silence between my heartbeats? Between breathing in and breathing out. Between light and dark. Man and woman. Or whatever space you feel to dis cover.

I feel inspired by the rainbow, as an in-between between heaven and earth.
The physical and the non-physical. Let´s keep in mind that we are all learning and that in these spaces in-between we can exchange our experiences and keep expanding.

What´s there in between the space of Ascension and Inscension.

I´ve learned that personality is very important. (oeh, this might be stepping on some toes) I´ve been fighting it for a while. Believing that it is something that I have to get rid off. It´s not. It´s the filter that ´God´ ,ALL of Us, uses to experience itself. And I do find it useful to use it (instead of believing I Am it) to share and manifest the Reality that we All wish to create.

So I´ll leave you with this for now.
Trusting that this will be a contribution to the work of art that (y)our live is.

God Also


Note: Please keep dis covering and living your own truth.
It is my intention that you feel inspired by these words to dis cover the experiences that might lay in there for yo/us. And please feel free to share them with me in whatever way. Connecting in silence can be one of those many ways. Surprise me.

Dear One´s

Today,…
Where to start?

I made a breakthrough again. I declare that I trade in my free will for the Divine will. Oh yes, personality tried to press my throat. Well, fuck it! And isn´t that just another way of expressing ´make love with it´ or blend it in :-)

I´ve experienced today, at the Conscious Ascension gathering here in Spain, that we are all on the same side. I felt myself on the same side as all our ´channelled Friends´ (like Kuthumi, Adamus, Solarys etc.). Feeling as One movement of Joy coming into the earth. And Wow! I´m here in human form to express this. Untill now I felt our friends outside of me, on the ´other´ side. Now I feel my Self on the same side. And I feel that I want to acknowledge this by sharing it with you.

I could see how I was separating and ok, I´m still in the process. But I now understand where to feel our shared Joy in this ´work´. (I hear the suggestion to call it a party with friends) By being aware of where I was still separating, I was able to decide to open this space up. And there we are all together. I have heard this sounds of cheering inside of me, and now I am here on the same side. Aware of it!

Another thing I want to share is that I notice that my talents open up. This has been going on for a while but now I understand that it is not so much the development of the techniques. It´s the inspiration and passion behind it. I can cook, sing, dance, draw this Passion and Joy and Love. It seems to become less important in what way I express it. It is where it is expressed from. And again, of course I encounter some resistance from personality. Well, bring them on! When I´m aware of them, I can allow them and listen.
Listening to the message they carry for me. To learn from what they have learned. They have often turned out to be a wonderful inspiration already.

I learned from Ana, with whom we are still staying now to ask for clarity and concrete facts in my life. I don´t have to understand it anymore. I´ll express the intention of what I´m willing to allow in, and it will come inevitably. I want to express my gratitude to her in this place, for doing this work for 28 years already. It´s everywhere in her house where we stay right now. And it is so helpful! Thank you Ana for being such an empowering inspiration to me. My personality tried to tell me that I still have a long way to go and that I would need years to get to that level. But I realise that because of her work it will be a lot easier for me now.

And the beauty is that today I experienced that I get the opportunity to immediately pass that on to ´others´. I noticed how empowering it is for ´people´ who are still drenching themselves in ´3D´ lives to be able to meet us. How they can experience all this as a reality through us. And also how they are empowering us and take us to a next level at the same time. Win win situations for every One who chooses to experience this.

God Also
And so it ish…

A desert to this blog for inspiration just came up to share.
I use the shuffle function on the Ipod (with channellings and inspirational music) when I go to bed and ask for guidance through it. This function turns out to be a wonderful tool to communicate with our Friends/your Self.

Looking through the 'Eye of the Dragon'

I've encountered some discoveries that I'd like to share with 'you' that I AM.

Many realities that I'm experiencing are starting to blend, since I'm recognizing the Oneness behind it more and more. This has showed me that it's like we're wearing masks. Identifying with them, looking through them. This is how I've often perceived 'others'. Through a filter that creates the illusion of a reality. And the illusion of the Other actually. The 'other' (perception of) One might identify with the same mask/reality / energy field and create a reality together with 'you'. That's how we trap ourselves into distorted views of who we believe to be.

It doesn't make much sense to go and try to connect everything we see around us. It IS already connected.

Although it might be a step in between to align personalities within ourselves with Oneness. I've been doing it for a while, but it might cause you to create an idea of the Oneness that we are. More then experiencing the Oneness itself.

I got this clear visual/experience (pff, limitations of words) of an empty space with masks in it. That's where the above comes from. Now from this experience I'm able to recognize more and more when I'm identifying with such a mask and choose to move out of it.

Another insight I wanted to share is the idea I got through a channeling this morning. It was mentioned that you can give your body the assignment to regenerate itself to a healthy state. I've been using this to gently order my body to generate itself in a state of unconditional Love Joy and Freedom according to the true meaning of these words.The last part to prevent the mind from taking over. Every inconvenience/tension that I've been feeling I send this 'command' to. And then it dissolves. I include the voice in me that orders this as well.
Reuniting many aspects that I'm separating in my bodily experience.

I've experienced that the name Dragon Eye that I adopted for a while triggered this. Today I gently entered the Eye of the Dragon. Finding that it's not perceiving visuals and that the point of perception is my heart space. Nice side effect is that this showed me how human eye sight limits us with perception in a certain direction. It's very limiting. It feels like looking through this Eye of the Dragon I manage to 'see' beyond some illusions. Probably many others would recognize this as looking with the heart. I guess this is 'my way' to get there.

I hope I have been of service to some of 'you' with this blog.
Please don't take anything for granted. May it be an inspiration.

Dragon Eye

To gather

Dear One´s,

I just looked at the ants here in the field of the garden I find myself in. Some of them are carrying pieces of wood or leaves that are much bigger and heavier then they are. I was wondering why they don’t seem to cooperate in carrying the sticks together. And here I found myself with a small stick. Finding out how to assist one of these ants in carrying this piece of wood. They all work towards the same goal and therein lies their cooperation. But to me it seems that the path towards that same goal has to be done alone.

Up till now. Of course we all have to create by ourselves. But why still do it alone?
How about doing this All One? Of course we can still be sovereign at the same time.
But it is time to join our forces.

I noticed that it was difficult for me to work together with the ant, because I didn´t find out yet where he was going. It would be so easy for me as a human to take that stick and take it to the place where this ant wants it to be. Without having to struggle so much as this One had too. Allthough I´m aware that this ant might not experience it like that.
I´m aware that there is a lesson for me in this. It can still be my projection that it is a struggle to do this.

Interesting how I feel that I enter the field of insecurity again, and how for a brief moment I considered not to post this. Because my personality might discover that it doesn´t get the whole picture yet. And even worse, ´somebody else´ pointing this out and the personality or ego feeling smaller than another One. I smile to this.

But I guess that this is just what it is all about. Working together. Or working to gather.
Let´s do that. I would like to connect people and organisations with other people and organisations and find out together how we can join forces, maybe in a moment of gathering or however.

I have worked as an artist with children. Creating Art works with them. I learned with them that they are the One´s to decide whether their work is beautiful. I was there to assist them in creating what they wanted to create and in dealing with anything that stood in between them and their work of Art. How often it turned out that these things that seem to stand in between, are a beautiful inspiration.

I also learned with them about cooperation.
I created a mosaic with 70 children from the intention that everybody would win in this Art work. To create a win win win, win, win, win,…. situation.

We started with realising that we are all like flowers who can flourish in their lives. Simply by becoming and being our Selves. Something which can be easy and difficult at the same time. And there was the realisation that we have to take care of the earth in order to be able to flourish here. So when I started I knew that there was going to be a world, flowers and a text in the mosaic, and that was it. I asked all the children what part of the mosaic they wanted to make. Trusting that if all did what they truly wanted to create, that it would fit perfectly as a whole. And it did. All the solutions came in the process. Some children created mosaics of the flowers that they are. Some wanted to create the earth in the mosaic. In the beginning there seemed to be too many children who wanted to create the earth. So they all made drawings. One of the children came to flourish in this already by organising a fair voting system to decide which one to choose. Just at the moment when I was wondering how to solve this. Another child provided us with the text:

¨We are all different flowers, but together we form one bouquet.¨

So I invite you to open this up with me. What if the children in this project are the organisations that want to change the world and many many others who are sharing the same purpose? (Did you ever realise that every one without exception has the same goal?) What happens when we come to gather and start creating works of Art in whatever form together? I´m aware that this is in a way already happening. But how about creating something All together here on earth?
Imagine the great wave of shifting mass consciousness that can be generated by this.
I now that this shift is inevitable, it will happen anyway. It´s up to us how we choose to experience this. Will we try to destroy systems that we believe to be bad. Or are we going to transform and evolve together. It´s up to us.
I´m looking forward to hear form you.

With all my Love and Passion,
God Also